Early in the week, I dropped my teacher kids and several dozen DeRozier's donuts off at school in the morning because of vehicle malfunctions.
I admit to a love for the school campus where we live--it's been a part of my life ever since the high school was built way, way back in the last century. It's changed a lot over the years. More buildings, including what former elementary principal Don Davis used to call the castle on the hill--more athletic fields, more driveways. There are enough directional arrows that I'm almost sure I break the law every time I turn into or drive off the school grounds.
On this morning when I dropped Jim and Kari off at their respective buildings, I saw my friend Judy, who's driven a bus through a few generations, and got out to give her a hug. "I'm retiring this year," she said. I'll believe her when school starts next fall and she's not sitting in the front of a bus. I remember one time when she was substituting for another driver and one of the passengers said he liked it when Judy drove because it was "such an adventure."
Kids and teachers and backpacks were everywhere on the high school part of the campus. Even in the car I could feel the "almost there" excitement of the school year coming to an end. I loved seeing them, wondering what their summer plans are, what they want to be when they grow up.
I've cried some at that school. Lots of times when I went there and sometimes when my kids did. Every time one of them graduated. Watching Bob Bridge and Tim DuBois's boys walk the field before football games. In 2020 when the seniors, including one of our grandboys, ran the bases in their caps and gowns.
As I drove away from the school the other day, I found myself crying again, and praying, because I am frightened beyond all reason of people with guns who place no value on human life beyond seeing how many people they can hurt at one time.
Yes, I know, guns don't kill people, which is why we give them to people...you know, so they can do it. Their rights to be "...a well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed..." do after all supersede the rights of children to reach adulthood.
I don't know most of these kids' names, although I'm sure I know some of their parents and many of their grandparents. I don't know who's at the top of their class and who hasn't turned in any homework since kindergarten. I don't know, sitting in my car, whose language would scorch my ears and who never learned the value of please, thank you, or a dollar earned. I don't know who shops at boutiques and who combs the clearance racks and who depends on the kindness of strangers. I don't know who worries about being bullied, who bullies, and who doesn't give a damn either way.
I don't know any of that and frankly, that morning in the school driveway and this morning as I write this, I don't care. I want them all to graduate, to run whatever bases their lives bring them, to walk the fields of whatever is their passion, and to have more adventures than their parents can bear worrying about. My prayer for them is always the same, and I cry with the fear of it not being answered.
Please, God, keep them safe.
Have a good week. Be nice to somebody.
Well said, my friend. It makes my heart and head hurt to think that Grandboy has to do active shooter drills. For the sake of our children, we absolutely must get assault weapons off the streets of our country. Nobody, nobody at all, needs an AR15 in the gun collection.
ReplyDeleteI know, but it's being demonstrated on a daily basis that children are at the bottom of the concern food chain. Sigh. Thanks, Nan.
DeleteI remember Mama used to say that she knew we were safe when we were at school - both there and tucked in bed at night. Not so the former now. Unbelievably sad!!
ReplyDeleteI know. I felt so safe when my kids were there. Not anymore, even though my kids are now teachers.
DeleteOn August 28, 2017, a 16 year old student at the high school my youngest son graduated from in 2013 planned to shoot up the high school. He had been bullied and was recently suspended from school. Instead of going to the high school, he went to our local library where he fatally shot 2 librarians and injured 4 others including kids under the age of 10. The shooter thankfully pled guilty so at least our town was spared a trial. Oh and the reason why he didn't go on a killing spree at the high school? He knew he could not get a weapon through the metal detectors.
ReplyDeleteBut he got the weapon, didn't he? I'm so sorry this happened. And that it keeps happening.
DeleteUnfortunately, it belonged to his father. He notified police as soon as he found it missing, but by then it was too late.
DeleteBeautifully written, as always!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Mary.
DeleteYou know, I always have a hundred things to do, and I'm like, should I take the time to read Liz's post? But I never regret doing it, or failed to be surprised by the wonderful work you put together. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteWell, you just made my day! Sometimes I hesitate, because I'm not sure I should say what I do, but then I have to. Comments like yours make me think it's okay.
DeleteAmen. Amen. Amen
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